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Tuesday, 17 March 2009
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Gracie OUT. Au revoir.
Friday, 13 March 2009
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Today I met up with quite a number of my SMPS teachers as they came to my workplace for an event. They all remember me for very different reasons and I pondered how I could give a galore of diversed impressions to people. The girl who cannot speak chinese, the girl who forges signatures, the girl who is always 'guai' etc. I felt good catching up with them. I'm their OLD GIRL yo! And I felt like a star. :)
Nasi Padang was goooooood. Company's betttttttttttttttttttttter. The honest truth is that I'm terrified of alot of things. And I need the assurance and the comfort to be me.
I got me Hard Disk as my Pinky Lappy's way outta space. Gracie needs a new house phone and a radio alarm. I'm adding this down so that I won't forget. My mind drifts, you know?
An invariant volatile state of mind.
Thursday, 12 March 2009
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I'm sick and tired of mind games. I wish it would all end right now. I fear I cannot hold myself if it pushes any further. I just might turn mental and have a disastrous breakdown. I want OUT.
I have to humble myself and think that not everything in this world is near perfection. I foolishly thought I would find the perfect in life. I wish it was. Good things don't seem to last long. What have I become? Am I who I really want to be? I question myself but to no avail. Answers aren't there when I need them. This constant self doubt is killing me.
I want a perfect body, I want a perfect soul.
Tuesday, 10 March 2009
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....and my temper's back. There were raisin' of voices and bangin' of tables. I scare me. You mentioned that I'm becoming someone you don't want me to be. Am i really? Being furious is an understatement. I stomped off.
Cheeky times and karaoke sessions! I had a happyaye evening. I brought out the CRAZY in me.
Gassstriiccccc! Frick!
Sunday, 08 March 2009
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Things to look forward to:
1. Tattoo by April 09
2. Vegas baby! When we feel like it.
3. The Nihon Trip
4. The Obstacles that we're gonna face because its worth it.
I am unhappy with the way things were handled. Maybe it'll take me some time to realize that what you're doing is right but I just don't see it now. Who gives the avenue for others to speak? Why bother? I don't really care about how they look at me as long as I am doing the right thing. They would never understand because it is not tried and tested. Some things are not as simple as it seems. I wish everyone could be more understanding and be more open-minded.Bakerzin with Sharon for illy coffee (weee!), Bailey's Souffle and Almond Croissant. SK2 was being annoying as usual! I miss the nonsense he gave me when we worked together. I gots me A/X belt and I'm momentary happy.
LISTEN TO ME LISTEN TO ME! STOP CHANGING THE TOPIC! STOP THE SOB STORIES!
Average everyday sane psycho.
